10/1/2012

I am trying to survive a life without a member in the family. I m trying to accept that effing truth. I've been wearing a hard cold shell under that someone is annoyingly screaming. Whenever Im about to do a thing, someone rudely asks me: "Now for what?" and "Nothing" answers that someone. And I, like a sleepwaker, let it be as of "nothing".

I dont want it that way but I dont no what to do right now..